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hei I am stupid
Hei I am stupid,!!!! they teach me
something I know before, but I forget it for long time ago when I was in senior
high school....ammmm sounds like a having fun when you want to learn something
new, you must be relax, sorry if my grammar to bad, but Hell who....cares...I
just wanna figure out my self because this my blog, right? this my story I got
when I was studing at 4 p.m yesterday, that must be subject English for
children...well, we flashback 2 weeks ago when the first time the lecturer
teach us, actually this lecturer seems to be hard to defeat hehe cause I saw
his body language, nothing interset when I saw him for the first time,. I said
“hell, this lecturer got nothing in his eyes” ,and then yesterday, I felt shame
because we was giving statement about what the best methode when you are want
to teaching.....
so that moment....
“well, the first there are many
approaches to teaching and...and...and..we just ammmmmmm (scratching my head)”
“it’s my turn,ohh I can’t give
anything statement,totally blank, die me” like I said before there is nothing
interest about this subject so that’s make me won’t to study at home, then the
result after all,that made me brain
freeze in the class yesterday. Totally speechless.. JDAAAAAAR like someone
shoot me with shootgun in my heart.. that time I spoke word by word,ohhh
IsaLLLLLL, you are fuckin’ useless, the lecturer doesn’t understand what you
say...you know?, the lecturer just saw me with his eyes like said “hey you
totally stupid in speech in front of public, get out of here!!!!!” I felt that,
I..I can read that mean to me in his eyes...then...everybody laughed me, that
is mean they not laughed with me,but laughed me...#DIED#
After that class I comeback to my
Boarding house..my sweet..sweet room “hmmm hei why my room smells uhhhhg...oh
my clothes have not wash since 3 weeks ago..ckckck I think that still clean
although the smell disturbing huhuhu, think that was happen before made me lain
down, I saw around my room with hand still close my nose (breath by mouth make
you have good breathing and good breathing make you have sixpacks stomach,try
that anywhere you are,trust me..it works and do not wash your clothes 3 weeks)”think
about what was happen before gave such like a spirit blow up inside me, “hey,wake
up..did you know this case ever happened to you before when you were young,
senior high school?...subject Bahasa Indonesia...you speechless but you totally
made yourself think hard that you changed your mindset,,and finally made you
new person then you can speech in front of public likes you speak
fluently???????”...Hell, why I forget it..just relax, they just ant in my foot,
I can do anything, I,,,,,I am the speaker that so I am the centre of all,.now
after all I come back in my mindset, long time make me forget who I am,..in this case I have statement, the
best methode for teaching me is sounds
like a fun, mybe with game, study in outdoor, sing a song, playing scrable,
story joke, or else but that must be make me relax, you know I can not study in
a fit of depression.
And now I try to speak in english
with my friends even I want to buy noodle in mini market, shame but fun :D
wish me can speak fluently in
english Cayoooooooooo...
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